I’m finally here since I started believing this was real.
I smile at you when you don’t hear it in my words.
Under a little light, I leave my bed and I would do the things I don’t usually do.
I listen to the songs I don’t usually listen to.
And I find something new.
Wander in the shades of anticipation where my mind goes hide.
Now I’m walking to the time where the sheep cross by.
Sometimes it hurts too much to think about you. And to think how worthy the miracle of life is.
I make my own call.
So much left unsaid that I will never get to say.
Moving clouds, a white chair, sleeping dog, stones and wind.
I fold them all together in the night.
I raise myself up to where I can see all the mountains.
Flashing lights from afar, I feel as if our distance was near.
That’s when I find something I used to have.
When this small light flashes as my finger touch the shade,
I will stare at my concrete wall,
Things I knew of you. Just the blank first page of you.
Painted over thousand times. Now I’m so confused.
Drips from the earphones describe the indescribable.
Hope this song does the same.
I could never give up believing in any piece of you.
In a single minute I spent with these things I never knew I could feel.
Did I share within your glimpse?
I’m starting to notice so well
You make your own call.
That I will never know.
because if I let you just go like this, I will barely exist.
And I don’t think I can live with that.
Because the moments that are behind us,
and all the words you left there they meant something to me.
I'm starting to notice.
This piece of youth.
It's not waiting forever.
I can never ever leave without leaving you.
I'm trying to be the best I couldn't be.
I'm starting to notice.
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